Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	TV
Entry tags:	life, love, relationships

Confussion is nothing new...
I've been crying off and on all day long. I know we talked it out but I'm still not okay. I don't know why it bothered me so much and I don't know why I can't just get over it. It IS a big deal to me. I feel like it's all my fault. I feel like there is something wrong with me. How am I supposed to believe that it's not about me?! It is about me weather you admit it or not. It was made about me. There are STILL things that bother me.

My heart hurts. I know it's stupid. God, I know! I feel like a fucking idiot. I feel betrayed, I know it wasn't betrayal but it feels like it. I know I've done wrong, and I know I've caused pain. That's why I should just move on and get over it and let us be happy. I love you more then life itself. I just want us to both be happy.