Well, I got a new job. I love it. I'm an Administratie Assistant. I do quite a bit of the bitch work but it's all good. I get a pretty desk, internet and email access, and I work with nice people. It's pretty okay.

Bobby and I doing much better. We had some big fights but we are so much better it's not even funny. For some strange reason, I miss him even more now when he's not around then I did before. Each day I just think about him coming home and being able to kiss him and hold him. Cheesy I know, but it's true. The fact that we are on opposite schedules, me working morning and him working evenings, it sucks. I miss him so much. But you know what they say, absence makes the heart grow fonder. So true, so true...

Okay, well back to work . I'm outty.

I'm okay now. I was venting as you may be able to tell. There was a stupid incident that happened between Bobby and I but we're okay, we really are. It shouldn't have been just a big deal. It's all good.

Anyway, continuing on, I have a new job. I star Monday. I'll be working in an office for Pirk Management which is a waste management company. They pretty much handle all the paper work and whatnot for companies that have to dispose of toxic chemicals, like gas stations and paint places. Basically what I'll be doing is document entry and anything else the engenierr wants me to do. I'm the assistant to the chief engenierr. I'm excited, it's the highest paying job I've ever had plus I get paid holidays! Woot! Gettin paid to sleep in! YAY!

Tonight, I'm going to a concert with Amanda. Blackhawk, Little Texas, and some other random country band I don't remember. I looooove country moosic lol. I just need to find a cowboy hat to wear!

Oh, and for those of you who I play WoW with, I won't be playing for a bit cuz my account expired and I don't have monies to renew it till I get paid so it'll be at least two weeks before you see me on as Delli again, I might just chill on Syl's account a bit! :-D

I'm still looking for a new job. I decided that I would keep working at Natural Organics until I find a new job. Hopefully I will find something like a receptionist position. I need something that won't be too hard but will require me to actually use my brain. Currently, the mail room has me going insane. It's a very easy job but it takes absolutely no brain power. I feel that by the end of the day I have actually lost brain cells.

School is something I an thinking a lot about. I'm only taking one online class this semester which makes me feel like I'm not going anywhere. I find it so hard to actually sit down and do my homework. I need more motivation. I know what you're thinking, "The fact that you can get a great job by going to school should be motivation enough!" I know I know. I just hate school. If I had it my way I would give all the money I have for school to Bobby so he could go. I know he wants to. It would be better used by someone who would actually be happy to do it. I'm only there because my grandpa and my parents would disown me. Not to mention Bobby would be disappointed.

To be honest, I don't think I can do it. I don't think I can actually finish school. I'm not smart enough for this stuff. I'm a hands on person, I've never done great in school. I've always skated by. No one believes me when I say that because I got good grades, honestly I have no idea how I did that. It was a fluke, I swear! I never once remember studying or doing homework. I lucked out and had the easy teachers and classes. :-/

*sigh* It's my first Valentines Day. My first REAL one. I've never had someone who actually cared about me on this holiday. I have a few ideas on what I'm going to do for Bobby but I don't know everything yet. Suggestions would be appreciated.

Bah. I'm gonna go procrastinate some more.

Well, here I am on LJ. Why? Because myspace is too much so I shall start anew.

Speaking of new starts, I started a new job yesterday. I'm a mail clerk for a company called Natural Organics. It's fun so far. I only work with one other woman. She's cool lady. She's in her late thirties and has a kid, she used to be a stripper and an escort, aka, a hooker. She's fascinating to me. lol

Another plus of working at Natural Organics is that I get free or discounted vitamins and other healthy crap. Healthy is good. Yes. very good.

Bobby and I are good. We've been having a rough time lately but it's getting better, slowly but surely. I love him so much and I know that I am willing to do anything to make sure our relationship lasts.

This job makes me incredibly tired because I'm on my feet all day long so I think I'm gonna go for now. Goodnight!